Ok.  I keep going on about how I don’t feel right so let’s try Aces Wild spread and give this a go.

I want Reversed 5 of Wands.  I want stagnation.  What the hell? 

I have the Fool.  I have a new month to try with.  This is helpful. 

I feel Reversed 3 of Swords.  3 of Swords has a different feel for me the standard “pain and grief”.  I know what I’m feeling and I can keep that in line. 

I think Reversed Emperor.  I am looking for freedom of this blarness that is around me. 

Overall, Strength.  Dead gods, I’m tired of being strong and doing the things.  I want to rest! 

*sigh*